God, the "Great Iconoclast."
  • Alma Turner
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    • Step 9: Justice >
      • Amend White to Black
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      • Fear Watch
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STEP 5: WE ADMITTED TO GOD, TO OURSELVES, AND TO ANOTHER HUMAN BEING,
​THE EXACT NATURE OF OUR WRONGS. 
PRINCIPLE: TRUST 
Read the inventory to another person you trust!
I was enslaved by fear, approval seeking, looking good, feeling good, avoiding pain....  Garvey encouraged blacks to break free of oppression, the imposed mental, spiritual, physical paradigm of enslavement. 

Yes. Mental, spiritual incarceration is real.  I've lived it blindly and consciously, too. Consciousness of an obsession does not remove it. It takes an examination of the twists, old ideas, false Gods and paradigms that keep me stuck. It takes prayer, meditation, and active involvement in others' healing get and to stay unstuck. In a way, Step 5 is much like Step 1.
It is an admission. It is truth that must be go deep into the innermost core of my being so that transformation can take place. A brilliant spiritual technology, it is available to all who are graced to receive the gift of desperation.

I remember many times being in church sobbing sobbing sobbing as the consciousness of my mistakes overwhelmed me. But the beauty of telling another person you trust is that there is no loneliness. The "other," the listener has never betrayed my confidence and wagged the finger, instead supported me to state and see truth that would set me free.  Reading a fifth step is never easy. It is humbling but then the foundation of a good life is humility. God is God. I am a deeply flawed vibrant human being who is now on a healing trajectory that manifests in goodness, creativity, love, steadfastness, and freedom.


Step 6
  • Alma Turner
    • Alma Turner
    • Site Overview
    • Alma's Blessings
  • 12 Steps
    • Step 1: Humility >
      • Step One Questions
    • Step 2: Hope
    • Step 3: Faith
    • Step 4: Honesty
    • Step 5: Trust
    • Step 6: Willingness
    • Step 7: Surrender
    • Step 8: Forgiveness
    • Step 9: Justice >
      • Amend White to Black
    • Step 10: Perseverance >
      • Fear Watch
    • Step 11: Contact
    • Step 12: Service
  • J
    • Brown or Black
    • Teacher
    • Son of Man
    • Activist
    • High Priest
    • Innocent
    • Lynched
    • Alive
    • Sayings >
      • Sayings 1-3
      • Sayings 4-6
      • Sayings 7-9
      • Sayings 10-12
      • Sayings 13-15
      • Sayings 16-18
      • Sayings 19-21
      • Sayings 22-24
      • Sayings 25-27
      • Sayings 28-30
      • Sayings 31-33
      • Sayings 34-36
      • Sayings 37, 38, 39
      • Sayings 40, 41, 42
      • Sayings 43, 44, 45
      • Sayings 46, 47, 48
      • Sayings 49, 50, 51
      • Sayings 52, 53, 54
      • Sayings 55, 56, 57
      • Sayings 58, 59, 60
      • Sayings 61, 62, 63
      • Sayings 64, 65, 66
      • Sayings 73, 74, 75
      • Sayings 76, 77, 78
      • Sayings 100, 101, 102
      • Sayings 103, 104, 105
      • Sayings 106, 107, 108
      • Sayings 109, 110, 111
      • Sayings 112, 113, 114
  • Poems, Prayers, Music
    • I Stand at the Door by Sam Shoemaker
    • The Guest House by Rumi
    • The Invitation by Oriah
    • Poems
    • 2021 Poems 1/1 - 2/6
    • Injustice Poems
    • Parables and Songs
    • clay haiku
    • Big Book Prayers
    • Prayers by Me
    • Music >
      • Roberta Flack
      • Marvin Gaye
  • more
    • The Gospel of Thomas
    • Genesis >
      • High Priest
      • Jacob is Israel.
    • Psalms >
      • Psalms 23, 46, 91, 139
      • Psalms 1 and 32
    • Isaiah >
      • Isaiah 30
      • Isaiah 54
    • Lectio Divina
    • Fasting
    • Reading
    • 12 White Steps
    • The Circle and Triangle >
      • The Symbol
    • Blog
    • God is Love.
    • Frederick Douglas