God, the "Great Iconoclast."
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Step 5
We admitted to God, to ourselves, and to another human being the exact nature of our wrongs.

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honesty, trust...
Step 5
We admitted to God, to ourselves, and to another human being the exact nature of our wrongs.

"Emancipate yourself from mental slavery... none but ourselves can free our minds..."
Words of Marcus Garvey, as quoted in the song
"Redemption Song" by Bob Marley 
Read the inventory to another person you trust!
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I was enslaved by fear, seeking approval, looking good, feeling good, avoiding pain....  Garvey encouraged Africans everywhere to break free of oppression, the imposed mental, spiritual, physical, emotional paradigm of enslavement. 

Yes. Mental, spiritual incarceration is real.  I've lived it blindly and consciously, too. Consciousness of an obsession does not remove it. It takes an examination of the twists, old ideas, false Gods and paradigms that keep me stuck. It takes prayer, meditation, and active involvement in others' healing to get unstuck and to stay unstuck.

In a way, Step 5 is much like Step 1. Step 1 is an inward admission, concession. Step 5 is an outward admission, expression of truth that goes deep into the innermost core of my being because of the presence of another person. Transformation takes place. A brilliant spiritual technology, this new freedom is available to all who are graced with willingness to surrender to it.

I remember many times being in church sobbing as the consciousness of my mistakes overwhelmed me. But the beauty of telling another person you trust is that there is no loneliness. The "other," the listener has never betrayed my confidence and wagged their finger; instead they supported me to state and see truth that would set me free.  

Reading a Fifth Step is never easy. It is humbling, but then the foundation of a good life is humility. This means remembering: God is God. God is within me, and yet I am a deeply flawed human being who is now on a healing trajectory that allows God's qualities of goodness, creativity, love, steadfastness, and freedom to manifest.


Step 6: Willingness
  • Alma Turner
    • Site Overview
    • Alma Turner
    • Alma's Blessings
  • 12 Steps
    • Step 1: Humility >
      • Step One Questions >
        • For Sponsors
    • Step 2: Hope
    • Step 3: Faith
    • Step 4: Honesty >
      • Money Inventory
    • Step 5: Trust
    • Step 6: Willingness
    • Step 7: Surrender
    • Step 8: Forgiveness
    • Step 9: Justice >
      • Amend White to Black
    • Step 10: Perseverance >
      • Fear Watch
    • Step 11: Contact
    • Step 12: Service
  • Poems, Prayers, Music
    • Beloved Poems by Others >
      • I Stand at the Door by Sam Shoemaker
      • Prayer to the Great Spirit
      • The Guest House by Rumi
      • The Invitation by Oriah
      • Elohai Neshama
    • Poems by Alma >
      • Poems 2017-2020
      • More Poems by Year >
        • Poems 2021
        • Poems 2022
        • Poems 2023
        • Poems 2024
      • Clay Haiku
      • Beatitude Poems
      • Hurricane Ida Poems
      • Prayer Poems
      • Injustice Poems
    • Big Book Prayers
    • Variations on the Familiar >
      • Lord's Prayer Variations
      • Serenity Prayer Variation
      • Creed Variation
      • Psalm Variations
      • Parables etc Variations
      • Invictus Variations
    • Letters
    • Music >
      • Roberta Flack
      • Marvin Gaye
  • more
    • Rowdy Beauties >
      • Rowdy Beauties Resouces >
        • Resources for Chapters 1-4
        • Resources for Revelation
    • Bible Thoughts >
      • Count the Omer
      • yeshua hamashiach >
        • Books on the Journey to J
        • Brown or Black
        • Teacher
        • Son of Man
        • Activist
        • High Priest
        • Innocent
        • Lynched
        • Alive
        • Sayings >
          • Sayings 1-3
          • Sayings 4-6
          • Sayings 7-9
          • Sayings 10-12
          • Sayings 13-15
          • Sayings 16-18
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          • Sayings 22-24
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          • Sayings 28-30
          • Sayings 31-33
          • Sayings 34-36
          • Sayings 37, 38, 39
          • Sayings 40, 41, 42
          • Sayings 43, 44, 45
          • Sayings 46, 47, 48
          • Sayings 49, 50, 51
          • Sayings 52, 53, 54
          • Sayings 55, 56, 57
          • Sayings 58, 59, 60
          • Sayings 61, 62, 63
          • Sayings 64, 65, 66
          • Sayings 73, 74, 75
          • Sayings 76, 77, 78
          • Sayings 100, 101, 102
          • Sayings 103, 104, 105
          • Sayings 106, 107, 108
          • Sayings 109, 110, 111
          • Sayings 112, 113, 114
      • Genesis >
        • High Priest
        • Jacob is Israel.
      • Prophets >
        • Isaiah 30
        • Isaiah 54
        • Jeremiah 31:31-35
      • Frederick Douglas
    • Disciplines >
      • Fasting
      • Lectio Divina and Centering Prayer
      • Reading!
      • 12 White Steps
    • The Gospel of Thomas
    • Psalms >
      • Psalms for Mercy
      • Psalms 23, 46, 91, 139
      • Psalms 121, 1, and 32
    • The Odes of Solomon >
      • Ode 38 of Solomon
    • The Symbol >
      • The Circle and Triangle
    • Blog
    • Preparations
    • A Suggestion